Makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter - Christina Aguilera
See the thing is, I don’t hang around with the same people through out my life. I’ve never had a friend that I’m constantly with at any stage of my life that has lasted more than a maximum of a couple of months. I just don’t get along with humans I guess. I change “friends” very often. It’s not a good thing I know, but when I start to see the bad in people, I no longer want to be around them. But this isn’t the case all the time, sometimes I just feel uncomfortable.
I think I’m just too affraid of my self. I don’t want anyone to be attached to me, and more importantly, I don’t want to be attached to anyone. “born alone, die alone” I don’t really go by this motto, because I wasn’t born alone, I was born in my nans house where there were many people around me, my mum, the midwife, my dad and obviously the rest of the family waiting in the front room. So, what I’m trying to say is I wasn’t born alone, I had people there from the start. I just don’t want to be attached to anyone I guess. Maybe that’s why I change my “friends” every now and then. No, I think that’s harsh to say. I’m “friends” with everyone, but I just change who I hang around with. I only have one person who I’m CLOSE to though. Yea, she’s a friend of mine, no “” needed around the word friend this time because they’re fo’real. Hmm Just my thoughts flowing in my head …
So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge, my feet run off the ground. I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound. Don’t care about all the pain in front of me, ‘cause I’m just trying to be happy. Just want to be happy, yeah. -Leona Lewis
I can’t wait untill that day comes when I know I’m surrounded by real friends. Today I can honestly say there is just one person right now in my life that I can fully trust. They haven’t let me down before, I’m not saying they will never let me down but I do hope they won’t but friends do at times let eachother down, no-body is perfect so I’m not going to be dissapointed. I’m not perfect my self, and I’m not asking for much, I just want 5-6 REAL friends. I’m sure that can’t be much to ask for yo, people are asking for diamond rings and ish :/
I'm so jealous of those girls who have flawless skin, long eyelashes, perfect nose, long perfect hair, perfect teeth, curvy bodies but yet they're skinny, those girls that no matter what they wear they still look beautiful, who are photogenic, who can make the most askjfhjot face but they still look cute, that when they don't wear makeup, they look as beautiful as when they wear it.